It's not what I didn't feel its what I didn't show..

single

tak single

FAQ: kenape azi takde bf da sejak...? dia ghey ke?

FAG: lol, i never knew the short term for 'Frequently Answered Given' will be FAG.. hahaha

hotak kau.
gay dosa lah.
meh sini aku nak cite..

just give it a lil thought..
if you are in a relationship with someone..
there are only 2 possible outcomes..
whether you breakup, or get marry.

or.. ada orang kate..

"ala, muda2 ni couple just for fun lah..
ol skool la ko, nak pikir kawin bagai.."

ohhhhhh..
just for fun ke..


- u gonna spend lotsof money on your bf/gf (and if u breakup its just.. burnt toast coast to coast)

- u gonna waste lotsof time on the phone, arguing, bla3..

- u gonna lost your freedom dude! y do you think PRISON BREAK tu sampai season 5..? Nak tunjukkan betape berharga nye freeeeedom!!!

- u gonna like..okay this is for the baddy2 people out there.. u gonna like.. okay wont say it cause i dont do such thing and I believe all my readers didn't too :)

- u gonna.. dosa lah couple! (gilo! nnt klu korg tgk aku couple in the future, u can rub this on my face xD)

figure 3.1: couple peluk2 di bp mall
(gambar hiasan)

so, losing all this shits.. i just cant commit the same mistake :( yeah, call me ol skool or what.. i'm gonna save it all.. for the right man.. not now, for sure, i'm still young.. got many things to deal with oso.. math.. math.. y am i thinking bout that subject? -___-

okay wait maybe in..few years? rite now i'll just.. fool around i guess :p not committing to any relationships.. be friends with as many people as I could.. gain knowledge.. travel around the globe.. feed the poor.. eh, dah2 la tu.. -___-

figure 18: i nak duduk sini lah tunggu encik betul datang..

figure 73: encik betul akan datang ibarat sam tsui menunggang skuter

p/s: who says i dun wanna be in love? I am, rite now.. (refer to the title).. and as usual, I just gonna move on and let the feeling goes by... it will.. it will not? :'( yes it will.. no it wont.. nahh it will.. just kidding it wont.. it will!! ngeh..

Singlet

Perkara yang tak best bile kau single:

Pantang la org len tgk kau bekawan ngan laki, mule la buat spekulasi.

Kalau laki tu single,

"haa, tu klu ko tak tau, dorang slalu pg wellward same2.. kapel la tu.."


Kalau laki tu ade awek da,

"haa tu tak lain tak bukan, nak berscandal lah tu.. pompuan tu da haus sgt kasih sayang, habis laki org dingurat nye.. mcm la takde laki lain die nak kawan.. aku yang kacak gila mcm justin bibir ni tak nak pulak dia kawan.."


Kalau laki tu ex- org,

"haa pompuan tu tak lain tak bukan nak masuk line la tu.. dari 25 taun yang lalu aku dah tau dah.."

tak bulih ke a guy and a girl be just friends? even better, good friends?
waduyuthink?
well i think..

kejap panggil kak demi tolong jawabkan..

"who says I can't be single and have to go out and mingle.. bebeh thats just me ;)"

kthnksbai.

Mangsa ke 2

^Ini sedara Fifi, Adip, Wan, Ina, Alia ..

tapi bila dia muncul korang sume jerit2 naik atas kusi kan??
aku jugak yang sambut dia dgn kasih sayang..

Saye tak bunuh die pun..
TT.TT
saye cuma tutup dia ngan tudung saji..
pastu die tnga tidur saye amik letak kat luar..
jangan la kate umah kami creepy
umah kami bersih tau..
tak caye datang tgk :p
tak tau la knape ade haiwan ternakan
tibe2 ade..
mungkin jelmaan putera hemsem kot..

ps: gambar di edit spaye tak creepy sgt

Mad woman, bad woman! :(

"Anger is an ugly thing and it spoils the fairest face.

It comes like a rainy cloud upon a sunny place.

It works the wrong way and we can never make it right.

By sorrow or by tears nothing can make it change. "

Hello, harini sye nak buat sikit muhasabah diri..

Diriku yang memang tak sempurna
aicheh, dah la tak payah nak melayu sangat..

Okay, mcm ni..
I dunno why
I have a lot of anger inside me..
Mak angkat Adib pun penah kata..
I tried to deny it..
tapi sebenarnya..
memang betul...
dalam diam2, I am an angry woman..
i tak tahu kenapa..
yea, sebenarnya i tahu..
ada a few incidence yang made me who I am..
biarlah I sorang je yg tahu..

walaumacamana pun, the thing here is,
I WANT TO CHANGE!
gila kau pemarah, drama queen buat orang menyampah tahu?
macam masa OPKIM
kau sentap skali time sukaneka
muka nak ketat
(yela, aku kena ditch time tu, memang la upset)
tapi takyah la nak tunjuk sgt ye..
senyommm ^_____^
positive thinking is essential..

pastu2..
time debate haritu,
awal2 kau rasa macam kena join team arab kan??
muka nak ketat nak mampos..
rilek suda..
macam tak boleh tuka ngan hati yang riang..
tapi itu lah..
that is something I'm trying to control!!
sila beri tunjuk ajar
-____-"
ye, saye dah figure out cara2 nak handle kemarahan
adalah rahsia
:P

pasni saya marah lagi sila lah mengingatkan kembali..
being angry never solve anything
saye nak jadi penyabar macam ayah saye
:)

kthanksbai!

Yeke

"Semua hot stuff dah berpunya"(Adib, 2010)

I could not agree more

Azi vs Gravity

Dear gravity, I'm glad that Sir Isaac Newton discovered you some days ago. Tapi, kenapa kah kau dengki sangat pada aku. Yeah, I know, itu mmg tujuan kau dicipta. To keep us all attached to the ground.

Tapi..tapi!! of all the places kau nak membuktikan theory tu, why would you ever choose dekat Mid Valley, in front of berbelas pasang mata.. -___- and lagi best, time aku tengah jalan sorang2.. kalau ada membe boleh gak tolong cover ke, tolong gelak kan pun ok lagi.. Tak pun boleh la aku tuduh dia tolak aku. Yalah, angin takde, tibe2 aku menyembah bumi kan.

Well sebenarnya aku saja nak test power lutut aku ni.. Dulu pernah jatuh lagi teruk time main futsal kat matrix. Parut pun dah hilang. Sekarang dah ade parut baru. Yelah, parut tu kan aksesori wanita gak kan. Macam tattoo. Except its ugly. And takda motif. Tima kasih.

Over and done

Hey
I promise myself not to write anything personal in this blog.
So this is not gonna be an emo - meluahkan perasaan post.
No such thing okay :)

Kegilaan

FAKTA menarik :

Mahluk yang bernama Azie, dia x topup langsung since akhir bulan puasa, sampai lah Hari Raya. Dah naik U haritu baru dia topup.

Gila kan? Well, yalah. Biasa org time nak raya. Hamboi, bersms sakan. Calling2 semua member. Itu la kebiasaan. Yang x biasa tu aku. Semua org wish sms aku x reply. Adalah seketul dua yg aku sempat wish and reply. Yang selebihnya. Sorry guys. Aku tahu. Korang mesti menyumpah2 kate aku sombong la itu la. Yalah, mesej ajak raya, tanya kat mana semua aku buat dek je. Again, sorry. Really mean it. Seriously aku mmg x berapa layan hp aku. Aku selalu put it on silent mode and letak kat bilik. Kadang2 dalam laci sebab tanak budak2 main. Sebab. Entah. Maybe aku dah tua, da tak minat nk bersms mcm remaja :P. And oh, yelah, bpe hari aku dkat thailand. Takut mahal, kredit habis :P Lagi satu. Bg aku on dgn off hp time tu sama je. Aku tak suka bila aku harap sms dari certain someone. Tapi yg dapat dari org lain manjang. Aku x suka msg aku x direply. Tunggu lama2. Still tak muncul. Tak suka. Tapi bila dah mcm itu x pe lah. Aku x marah pun. Cuma sedikit kecewa. Kepada semua kawan sekolah, matrix, UTHM. Semua yg tak dibalas itu. Maaf zahir batin ya. :)

Oh oh oh its magic!

Sje nk ltak gmba mak cik ni..

Yela, ade org kate aq ade related ngan beliau kan..

Xtau la same ade mereka rabun tahap dewa or..

Its MAGIC!!

kuikuikui..

well, what are the odds..

Well, she attends Grammys..

Aku attend umah org kawin je..

tu pun klu dijemput..

Well, die pnah kuar dgn Taylor Lautner..

Aku pun pnah kuar dgn Taylor Lautner..pnye gmbo..

Well, die pnah or currently date ngan Nick Jonas..

Aku.. xpe la, maybe aq pnye date is way hotter than Nick Jonas..

who knows? hahah

Well, die pnye BFF dlu Demi Lovato..

Now Taylor Swift..

Aku pnye BFF.. krik3.. (bunyi cengkerik)

Die ade patung lilin!!

aku ade patung spongebob pun cukup la..

So..konklusinye..

the higher the temperature the hotter miami is..

xde kne mengena..

-_-"

kthnxbai

If there's nothing wrong with them, must be something wrong with me.. hum..

Huh! Setelah selesai paper fluid mechanics, aq pun kembali ke bentuk asal.. laziness in the air!! mentang2 next paper ade 5 days gap.. pastu nnt da last minit bru nk study laju2.. adui..

Aaanyways.. its 5a.m now and whats the story morning glory.. ha, malam smalam kan.. ade la aq amik movie ni from my roomate.. movie melayu.. aq dnga movie ni dpt box office, bla3.. member2 aq yg da tgk pon kate best gle cte 2.. non-stop ktawe dri awal cte smpi abis.. wah, so aq pun smangat la nk tgk cte 2.. aq pun bukak la dkat laptop smbil duk atas katil..

and to my surprise (x surprise pun actually) for the first hour, expressi aq x berubah langsung.. just -_-.. err.. mne part yg klakar sgt 2?? sume lawak die obvious.. lawak jatuh, lawak bini garang.. buat aq terpk.. am I suppose to laugh or wat..

and to my un-surprise, yes, I can figure out the storyline after 5 minutes watching it.. yeah.. boy likes girl, girl never look at boy atas sebab2 stereotype, but at last girl realize boy sbenarnye more than that.. duhh!! eh lupe la.. aq x abis tgk pun cte 2 sbb ngantok sgt.. ye la kan, tgk pun atas katil..

then lpas da tutup tbe2 ilang plak ngantok.. haha.. then i try to study math, tekan2 calculator.. I was wondering.. terer gle bnde alah ni..tekan pape pun die bole figure out in seconds.. like, how it works?? does it store memories?? klu ye, sure besar gle2 memory die..yela, nombor smpi juta2..

so i googled 'how does calculator works' and found out the answer.. ouh.. anda nk tawu?? google la sndri :P

so, the conclusion is..

ok, call me pro barat or anything, but next time I'll think twice before watching any local movies..
I think I had much fun watching the cat playing keyboard :D

I am a curious cat.. but i hope curiosity doesn't kill me.. the important thing is to never stop questioning :)

ok, gotta get back to my books!!
thnksbai!

Give me some fatty acid..

Aritu kan, ade derma darah kat DTII..
lpas lunch kat arked..
aq pon semangat la pg dgn adib and alia..
nak jd donor..
aq kan pemurah :P

pastu tanpa segan silu..
aq isi la borang..
dgn adib..
alia tamau..
die kate x de feeling..
ish3..
lg 1 teori feeling aq blaja..
dlu roomate dkat matrix, edaya..
beliau ade teori pasal nk berak..
kate nye tgu btul2 feeling bru pg toilet..
klu x membazir mse duk dlm toilet.. :D

ok! moving on..
pas isi borang..
nurse 2 suruh timbang..
syarat nk derma, kne 45kg and above..
aq tawu aq msti bole..
last sem aq timbang 47kg..

ok..
the moment of truth..
timbang2..
tgk..
-
-
44kg!!
wth!!
aq enjut2 timbang tu x naik2 pon..
trus nurse 2 kate..
da da, awk x layak..
aq pun pulang dgn rse hampe..

da la aq x tawu blood type ape..
duh..
xpe la..
nnt aq sedekah darah kat edwerd kulen je la..
*bloody hell
:P

kthanxbai!!

p/s: i know why my weight turun.. everyday walking and walking.. pg clas jalan.. x pg clas pon jalan.. makan x btul.. kadar metabolisme tinggi.. blaja susa.. asnl kalah.. tf x de air.. pengaruh runway model.. bla3..

The art of babbling..

One day time tgk mtv..
cte mtv cribs..
ala, yg pg umah oreng2 kaye giloss tuh..
or that programme can also be known as..
"oyeah, you have 10 bathroom and 12 cars, this reminds me that I live in a 2 room shack. Now I am sad. "
(no, not me, thats just an example to say your life sucks)
ok, moving on..

ade la 1 episode nih..
sorg mamat yg x putih ni..
mak aih, rumah besau gle..
kete terjalar2..
padahal aq x knal pown sape beliau..
tgk2..
ouh, rapper rupenye..

mak aq kate..
"die membebel pon boleh kaye ek.."
aq pown terpikir..
a ah la..

tgk la mcm lil john, sean paul..
nak kate hemsem, lg hemsem aq.. :P
tp sume kaye2..
what do they do for a living??
rapping..
yeah..
sng je..
just membebel tanpe halatuju..
cume ketinggian halaju..
(now i tell you why i started rhyming :D)

well, after dnga a few songs yg ade rapping part..
i actually tried to..
gle susa dowh!!
serius..
u cannot just read the part lju2..
u gotta go with the rhyme..
know what i'm sayin'??
(wannabe btul aq :D)

well, lpas try bnyk2 kali..
aq da master..
part Luda dlm lgu Baby..
and Sean Paul dlm Do You Remember..

huahuahua..
brava..
org suruh blaja ko blaja rapping ek..
nnt dlm dewan exam nti rap la segala formula 2 eh..

which speaking of..
I gotta study doug!!
know what i'm sayin'??

kthnxbai!!

This is my brain on crack..

Reaksi dapat tawu seri 2 same..

Reaksi memikirkan 2nd leg..

Reaksi dapat paper Fluid Mechanic..

Reaksi memikirkan final exam..

Kthanxbai!

Aku nak keje..

Yup..
I need freaking monay..
I wanna live like a rockstarrrr..
Ade 4 kete..
Ade 18 moto..
Ade mansion..
Ade everything..

yeah..

vacancies??

Ini rupenye keje sampingan korg..

Wishful thinking..

Have you ever hoped that someone will say something to you..
but he/she did not..
or did not yet..

Have you ever rush to the phone, expecting a text from someone..
but its just another message from Celcom..
duh..

Have you ever wish someone will go to you and just tell you..
'you have something on your teeth'
'your shoes are untied'
'hi'
anything..

Well, thats just your wishful thinking..
nah, it's not happening..

go and fly a kite or something..
kthnxbai